Abandon your job. For if you still call it a job, then by no way should anyone think you enjoy it… and you don’t. Abandon it, it’s too small for you.
Abandon your so called friends that hurt you so. For if they were true friends you could be open without fear of being attacked and harmed. Abandon them, they are too small for you.
Anything or anyone that does not bring you alive is too small for you.
You see those people and those things you dare not do and dare not approach because you think that they are too great for you? Seek those things. Seek those people. They are just right.